The best thing about this blog is that no one visits it, or at least visit rate seems like 1 person/month which is a good thing, meaning I can blog freely.
I'm trying. I'm making an effort. I'm attempting.
To make our friendship grow.
but you don't seem to get it.
And it's fading already, so soon. That's why I'm trying so hard.
You call me a despo lil' girl. YES don't you get it. I'm freaking despo to make this last.
cant afford to let this die off.
I thought we understood each other. Apparently not.
Isnt it obvious I'm trying, why cant you, too? Or at least respond.
is it because you don't know, that after this Sunday, it's gonna be so hard
so damn hard for me, ever to see you again.
that equates to an occasional hi
and instead of how close I thought we were
we'd just be accquaintances
no more deep talk, laughs and cries
those days are gone, those I should have treasured.
I miss you already, now the only person who hears me cry is me
where have you gone?