cliche stuff it seems, but it's really unfair..
sometimes some people are provided with stuff that
while others try searching for the same stuff, and keep failing.

used to feel we were actual besties, but now we seem so close yet so far.
physical distance really makes it hard. sigh, and the longer it gets, the more distance accumulates. to top that, there're even stuff like sugar cubes and candy canes along the way, which make you want to stop and savour what entices you for now, only right now. stuff that prevent you from thinking what you really want for your future. if only we knew.. well, what's God's plan..?

wish i'd get knocked down by a car or something and not have to go to school till next year. school sucks. friking lots